Abortion

This isn't how I wanted to start out by posting but it turns out I feel like I need to get this out of my chest. There was this girl I used to go to school with and we used to be great friends. But recently, all her posts on facebook were about abortion and how much she hated it. Basically if you got an abortion, you were the worst person alive.

I'm all for having different opinions on this topic, but do not sit there and try to force your opinion down my throat. This all started with an instagram post I posted. "Abortion isn't murder and someone who gets one isn't a bad person. you can't change my mind." So obviously her seeing that, set her right off into her rants. Basically she thought I thought differently about it and blah blah blah. First off, you just want everyone to see it your way. So after that, I blocked her on instagram and took her off facebook. I cannot deal with someone who tries to force their opinion down your throat.

If my birth control fails, and I get pregnant then I will get an abortion. Only because I am not in the right place to be able to afford kids. Why would I want to bring a kid into a shitty situation? My boyfriend and I talked it over and that's that.

If you're against it, then that's fine. Just don't try and tell me to think otherwise because I won't. This is where I stand on the topic.

Hello, 2019.

I am literally dying at the last blog I posted. The guy ended up ghosting me and was apparently with another female at the same time so that ship sailed. But i ended up getting serious with someone in June and we've been together ever since. i'm happy but at the same time could be happier. But it's a work in progress.

Just crazy how much changed since posting that blog back in March. I really need to try posting more on here and hope i can stick with it. I'm really not sure what else to say so this will probably be the end of it. Just a short post announcing that i'm alive.

Spontaneous

I truly forgot about this blog. Two years since I've last posted, ridiculous?! Anyways, I'm sick of the snow. I'm tired of the cold and personally I haven't been happy in a long time. Maybe it's because I'm lonely and haven't been with anyone since October, but it's rough.

I've been talking to this dude lately. We've been talking about moving to Florida and wanting to start a life together. I hope he's serious because if he's not then I'm not going to be amused. If one more person even thinks about screwing me over, i'm just losing home. He just makes me melt at some of the things he says and I just wonder if he's serious. I've wanted to be with him for awhile, but things got in the way. But for now, I'm going to take it day by day. 

Going to get my car fixed soon, then hopefully we'll be off. Plates need to be renewed, and my daytime running light needs to be fixed then we can make sure she'll be able to make the trip to Florida.  

But I won't keep my hopes up. I'm sure something will come up and it won't happen but here's to staying positive.  

With Love.

Updates & Football Rant

Wow, it's been so long since I've updated this blog! I haven't updated since end of August, oops. So yeah, for anyone that reads this I'm alive. Barely, but hanging on. 

I'm currently watching Football. New England Vs Seattle. I've been thinking that how come Seattle can cheat and get away with it but if New England is rumored of deflating balls, it's the end of the world? I mean you can truly see where the favoritism stands and it's not with the Patriots. 

It's a pretty tight game and I'm hoping that second half picks up a lot. Even though we're in the lead by 2 points, we can do better. 

But Roger Goodell really has no logic. Haters gonna hate though. 

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I start school tomorrow and I'm so excited! I was supposed to start in September and things just kept falling apart but FINALLY it's happening. It took a couple months but I'm just pumped. 

I'll be doing classes online and I'm hoping it works out. It's one class every few weeks so it's not terrible. If things go well, I'll be graduating in 2021, lmao. 

So ya, that's the blog of updates. I'm going to try to be more active on here. 

xo

College Online

So, is there anyone out there that has taken classes for college online? I have decided that I'm going to just go to school online and save myself some stress. 

If all works out, I'll be starting on the 26th of this month. We are just trying to sort out the Financial aid mess. 

But has anyone actually taken any online classes? I just want to know what it's like and if it's easier than being in the classroom?

One good thing about doing this online is I don't have to stress about it conflicting with my job. I can do it at my own time and whenever. I just figured it would be less stressful. I don't have to worry about gas to get there. It will be online and It will hopefully be simple.

The only thing I'm worried about is not being able to focus on my work. I get so distracted at times, it's so annoying. Like Netflix steals my attention, lmao.

But seriously, if anyone has any tips and what not, please let me know. I'm excited and nervous all at once. 

Did I Mention Spoiled?

Buying my dream car

This kid is sixteen years old and buying some fancy GTR. Apparently he's saved up from working many years to get this car and what not. That makes no sense to me tbh. I could be working since 15 and I wouldn't be able to afford a GTR. 

It says he's had no help from his parents but I'm pretty sure there's some help somewhere in there. Not to mention he's driving a newer model of a Ford. 

I'm not bashing or hating on him, but I'm not taking him seriously. Plus isn't he a bit young to be driving a GTR? Those cars are speedy, lol. I'd understand if he was a bit older, but I won't give him long until he crashes it. 

But What age do you think it's appropriate to have a sporty car? Is 16 too young? 

The car payments/insurance must be a bitch per month, unless his parents pay for it of course.

Touchy Blog.

Touchy subjects are always fun to write about.

So there's this video on facebook that is pretty much viral. This guy that's local to where I live and what not recorded a video of him being pulled over by the Police.

I watched it and was highly disturbed at what I saw. The cop had pulled the guy over for his blinker blinking too fast. Basically that means your bulb is defective and you should probably change the bulb soon. 

What really grinds my gears is how the guy handled it. While the police remained calm about it, the guy was just giving him pure attitude. 

I don't understand what makes it okay for someone to give Police attitude. He was just doing his job and was giving him a warning about it. There's nothing illegal about that. Similar thing to if your headlights were out or something.

The officer then asks the guy for his license and registration. The guy of course doesn't have his license on him. (Not legal to drive without one by the way). After that he's told to get out of the car and the guy just kept going on about it. 

I don't care how many times someone has been pulled over by the police, you respect them. You don't sit there and give them attitude about it. 

Anyone is welcome to express their opinions about this as well. What do you think about it? Did the officer do the right thing? How would you react if you were in a similar situation?